julia!
10-04-2006, 05:07 PM
The thin line between love and hate. We cross it back and forth. I tend to think now that it might be impossible to really truly hate someone unless you have loved them first. In which case do you ever really hate them at all? I know that we all make our mistakes. I know and understand we're humans and that emotions do get the better of our judegment. I think there are people who do things by mistake and truly regret it, and there are people who do things just because they feel like and dont really care where they will land afterwards or what theyve destroyed along the way. I know that I am the first kind of person. I have a big heart and I do make mistakes but I never try to hurt anyone. Especially those close to me. If I do, I think I may hurt more than they do about it because I cant stand to hurt someone. I cant take knowing I am the reason someone cries.
I think temptation is a bitch but if you really care enough you wont hurt someone over it. In the end youre only hurting yourself more. Being selfish only leaves you one way by your self. Get it? Self(ish). It makes complete sense. I have been selfish in the past and I'm sure I will be again in the future. I just know when I am wrong and would never do it on purpose. Some people know they are wrong and do it because they dont care. Those are the people that end up crossing the line from love to hate. and back and forth and back and forth. Love is a strong word. It's used so quickly by people who really have no idea what it means or what it entails. Love is giving your all to someone no matter what the consequences might be. Love is waiting it out through hard times in order to have it all over again. Love is phone calls in the middle of the night. Love is spending more money then you wanted on a Valentine's present. Love is suprising someone with there favorite drink at Starbucks even though they said they didnt want it. Love is so many things and so many faces. Love is hurting so bad you think you might die from the inside out. Love is not being able to let go just because something else crossed your path. Love is waiting. Love is hard. Love is dry heaving on the floor because you dont have any tears left. Love is looking into someones eyes and knowing they are the one for you. Love is forgiving and atleast attempting to forget. Love is powerful. Love is irony.
I wanted to give it all to one. The other wanted to give it all to me. You wanted to give it all to yourself.
No logic in love.
I think temptation is a bitch but if you really care enough you wont hurt someone over it. In the end youre only hurting yourself more. Being selfish only leaves you one way by your self. Get it? Self(ish). It makes complete sense. I have been selfish in the past and I'm sure I will be again in the future. I just know when I am wrong and would never do it on purpose. Some people know they are wrong and do it because they dont care. Those are the people that end up crossing the line from love to hate. and back and forth and back and forth. Love is a strong word. It's used so quickly by people who really have no idea what it means or what it entails. Love is giving your all to someone no matter what the consequences might be. Love is waiting it out through hard times in order to have it all over again. Love is phone calls in the middle of the night. Love is spending more money then you wanted on a Valentine's present. Love is suprising someone with there favorite drink at Starbucks even though they said they didnt want it. Love is so many things and so many faces. Love is hurting so bad you think you might die from the inside out. Love is not being able to let go just because something else crossed your path. Love is waiting. Love is hard. Love is dry heaving on the floor because you dont have any tears left. Love is looking into someones eyes and knowing they are the one for you. Love is forgiving and atleast attempting to forget. Love is powerful. Love is irony.
I wanted to give it all to one. The other wanted to give it all to me. You wanted to give it all to yourself.
No logic in love.